I play games, in secret. My girlfriend doesn’t know. My family doesn’t know. Sometimes I minimize my screen when my roommates come in so they think I’m being productive.
I’m currently starting a business… i work insane hours on that… but I think about gaming throughout. I think about which one of my bajillion PC games I will play. My direct2drive account is so full of games I’ve never finished, I could probably sell it off and get a car.
I work, I have a girlfriend, I go to parties, I have friends come over… all of whom don’t know I love to game. I will keep it that way. Tough luck, confidence. You lose this battle.
Don’t get on my case for it. So I’m embarrassed about it. I’m sure you’re embarrassed about the no friends you have.
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